You're an amazing woman, Unpre! (Gotta think of a better nick for you. )

It's no wonder you're having a difficult time of it right now, having been so active.

Would you mind sharing some of where you feel you are spiritually at the moment? I know that you've got physical concerns as well as mental ones but it sounds, from chatting with you, that you are looking into these things already.

BTW, there's nothing wrong with being content with the way your life is going... as long as it's going forward. There's much to be said about being where you need to be at the moment.

EDIT: Do you mind if I call you by your first name?