Cool runnings. Ran when I should have walked. I am no harlequin. But I don't like being wrong. I was still only 18. You were only interested in yourself. I wasn't feeling up to it, seeing I was awake coughing days on end. But it was ME who would be selfish for not going when it was planned and the weather was right for it. Why couldn't I have someone in my life that asked what I would like for a change??