That means a lot to me, thank you. I am glad you have been able to recognise the love in the relationship and the value my therapy has had for me. It is validating that you would feel the same and it's so frustrating because most of all I just need him to be okay with my feelings. I don't understand why the line in the sand is right there.


Why do I feel like it's ending? I don't know. Maybe because I am tired of this rupture and because I always said the litmus test is "is this therapeutic?" and I'm not sure that it is right now.