I take meds for major depression. After I finally accepted that I would need meds for life, it actually got better. My advice is to keep asking for help until you feel better. A psychiatrist is a specialist in these kinds of meds. I recommend you go to one. My primary care physician thought he could prescribe the meds, but it took the psychiatrist's specialized knowledge to get the right combo. Oh, and be honest. If you don't feel better, tell the doctor.