I did OK today other than the running too much. I wonder does the ED convince me it's a good idea to run outrageous distances or does the hypomanic/manic phase of bipolar do it? I think I'm slipping into hypomania. I'm sleeping less and that is usually the first sign of heading toward hypo for me. I guess if I start up a zillion projects or spending money outrageously, hypersexuality, etc, then I'll really know.

Or maybe having the ED with the hypomania is a disaster in the making.

I'm not gaining, not losing weight, but I need to gain. I'm getting the lean distance runner's physique, but I'm not eating the proper diet to keep up with it. Honestly, I am starting to get on the bony side, but I find I like it of course. Stupid ED.