I'm feeling a little better. My son stopped directing so much hostility to me and he also is working hard and being responsible about it. He's very money motivated and wants to be a success. That's a saving grace here. My greatest fear has been the 30 year old in basement playing video games all day scenario. He isn't heading in that direction right now. He's saving up money to get his own place and in the mean time we are tolerating the situation better.

It's a big relief for both of us that he found a job he likes.

I also got good news on my ct scan checking for lung cancer. I am clear for another year now until my next scan. That cough I was worried about really did go away and was nothing.

So I have got two big stressors off my shoulders and do feel a little bit more chipper.

Next step is to take the tiniest steps in the direction of getting more active. My pdoc is keeping me on 1 mg of Rexulti. It is a bit less sedating than 2 mg and I haven't had any anomalous perceptions or paranoid thoughts.