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Old Aug 03, 2018, 11:19 PM
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I don’t believe in destiny or crap like that but I do believe that with all of those synapses sparking in our gray and white matter there exists the machinations of mental disorder behaviors.

I am no longer religious but I like a paragraph written by Paul in his letter to the Romans:

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I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me... For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.
Okay, so delete “sin living in me,” with “it is some brain function living in me that does it.”

During these many years I’ve struggled with the idea of the ego/I am to blame for different thoughts or behaviors that seem to take hold. I’m really a pretty nice guy (old uni friends — and even high school friends describe me as ‘kind’ to ‘the kindest person I’ve ever met’ — Ha! I had them fooled!) but when my symptoms kick in, when I’m a god? I am a wrathful god and I will rain vengeance down on those who have hurt me.

Eh, enough about me. I still recommend that you speak to someone in the mental health field. Again, can you ask your mom if you can see a shrink?

Good luck to you. No, I don’t think that you’re a psychopath — that’s my unscientific opinion! Psychopaths don’t feel guilt.
Thanks for this!
*Laurie*