Well this week I am without T, and for the first time I've not try to replace her or forget that I am missing therapy. Infact I actually sit on therapy time and think about what I am missing and with that I also get pleasent thoughts of T. ...Normally I try to pretend I am not missing therapy and try and fix myself in other ways, thinking that makes me stronger...I've discovered, missing T and knowing I'm missing her is what makes me actually stronger...I've not cracked up this week, not had any ugres to attack myself...this is good!!