Thanks Chalmette and Cyran0!

I do have a counselor at college tha ti am able to go to for free. She is really pushing me to go into a detox program... she seems to think it is the only way. I will have to look for some of those other suggestions... I am from a small town but maybe they will have something! It is good news that they cant put me into the hospital.. in fact it is quite a sigh of relief.

again, thanks for replies =)