When I unfocus my eyes, or soften my gaze, I see energy fields around everything. People don't all have even similar colors. It is similar only to infrared but stops in that everything has its own energy and colors. The interesting thing is when a group of people are focused on the same thing, as in meditation and savasana, they become the same light. I have a certain yoga instructor that I feel is in the parking lot and say every time "B's here"(name shortened on purpose) and she always is and never arrives at the exact same time. She glows the most beautiful colors. Even more odd, I'm colorblind to a degree in all three primaries. Could it be that I have this as a gift? Some people have very dark energy that pulls from everything they walk by and are frightening. I've tried talking to some of them and after patience I can see them lighten up at least some. These people are usually SMILING before I met them, so they're hiding the problems very well. Plants, inanimate objects, everything has these fields. When mine is darker, I can't see anything but the dark of me.
I had a spiritual awakening early this year, when I left my body, but still existed in both and had an argument with myself about the existence of the spirit. The "yeas" won. It was shortly after that this gift started. It's beautiful and scary at the same time. Someone told me I was cracking up and crazy or that it was all the drugs I used 20+ years ago. If that's the case, why do I experience this on demand, I've learned to call it up any time. I've always had the ability to draw people out, even though myself I'm staying closed off and distant.
Thanks for reading this oddball mess of me. I'd appreciate all responses, and if you want, we can discuss in private if you're not wanting others to read your feelings or thoughts about it.