I'm thinking of sex constantly... I'm speaking to these guys online and I'm Skype 2 of them tonight. If I could of chatted to them today I would but I'm at my parents house. I was at s family party last night and said things about my Dad that is gonna cause trouble but I'm concerned he's not coping with my Mum. My Aunt is going to talk to my Uncle and get him to talk to my Dad. Families!

I'm itching to meet these guys. I know it's unrealistic as some live in America and I'm in Scotland. I really wanted to get wasted last night at the party. I had 6 alcoholic drinks and was fine. I wanted to drink more though. A friend says it's dangerous as I'm not well and adding alcohol into the mix isn't going to help. But what does she know? She's irritating me. Constantly saying things like this.