breaking things to then replace them later on

it started out as a distraction for self injury (I'd take it out on objects, not my body)

but as time went on, I realised, that breaking my stuff actually brings me joy

yes.. it's wierd. but fact

I like breaking it just so I can buy a new one of the same object

question: when was the last time you tried something totaly knew, and what did you think about it?