Thanks childofchaos. Unfortunately I don't see my addictions Dr. for a couple of weeks.
Well yesterday was not a success, I wound up ordering more and drinking. As a result I'm feeling pretty ugh this morning, but am craving more like crazy. I'm going to do my best to stay sober today. Typically Sun. I call friends, so that'll help, and I'm going to arrange to meet a friend at a SMART Recovery meeting tonight, so I'll have something to look forward to and a reason to stay sober.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba