Dear R,

I just feel like I'm stuck on a carousel I can't get off from and I'm exhausted and back to feeling so burnt out again. My exam is still 17 days away and maybe I'm just making excuses, and just not working hard enough because I'm being lazy, but I'm struggling to keep myself together. I need you.

You said I could email and we could also arrange a session,but do you really want to hear from me and go through the motions of a full session?