2ISAB, I am learning that forgiveness is not the same thing as saying "it's ok what they did." I'm sorry you've had negative experiences like that.


In terms of your original post...I'm not sure why you feel that way. I'm not you and don't know you. To be honest, it sounds a little like paranoia. Regardless of why, I think people here have given some good advice. I guess I really don't have answers but just wish you well.