A couple more positives, both starting because of negatives.

Even with the mantra, I was still feeling a bit lost and not as confident in my chosen path, so I remembered there's a tarot thread here and out of desperation for some comfort I tried the sites people suggested. Now, I don't necessarily believe in it, but it was... interesting... how all but like 1 or 2 cards were clearly relevant AND positive, and this is from 3 different websites with very different cards. Only one card was negative, but I'm unsure how to interpret it so I don't know that it's relevant.

This other event I guess is more of a "proud of myself" than "good thing that happened", but proud is good too I suppose. Today when I tried talking to friend further about this stuff he was acting very stressed and was extremely uncooperative. I was trying to get him to comment on something I had written last night, but he kept insisting he replied already even though he hadn't and by the end I got out of him that he was just trying to move to a different subject, but because of my social retardation I didn't get that hint. I ended up directly asking him if he was in a bad mood and he said he had a lot going on at the moment. So, after a bit of thought, I decided I've been selfish lately and that I was going to "give him the night off" so to speak. Seems he tries to take on too much at once, and despite us agreeing that he would set boundaries with me, he didn't in this case and I will be talking to him abut that for sure... but tomorrow, or if he messages me tonight after things calm down (though it's now 1:30am over there so I doubt it will be tonight).