So I saw my Psychiatrist today haven't seen him in 6 months. So it goes along like this... I told Psychiatrist everything. Was in 30 mins instead of normal 10. I'm to go back on my meds I don't think this is gonna happen as I have tried and failed. He has given me a 7 day course of half my meds to start with and a sleeping tablet too. I should of ask for something for my anxieties. He says I definetly have bipolar I'm showing classic signs at the moment. Says he's gonna see me in 2-3 months rather than 6 months and is gonna talk to CPN and get her to see me 3 weeks at a time. I could cry.

So I had a list of symptoms that were troublesome. He sat and listened to me go through the 22 symptoms. He says the risky behaviour, alcohol usage, paranoia and delusions are all signs I'm manic. Says it's definetly bipolar type 1 nothing else.

I'm to pick my script up at the chemist I'll do it Wed. I acted on impulse and booked in to see a counsellor as I have been waiting 6 months to see a Psychologist on the NHS health care system in UK. I've been chatting to guys online and I'm Skype-ing these guys and being naughty there. I've never done that before.

Just letting off steam guys