You don't know my condition... not that I know yours, but for seventeen and half years, I've been a subject to psychological experiments by patients. I cannot be a "Disabled Enablist", it's ridiculous, look, there was botany practical today, I couldn't study spirogyra using the compound microscope, how am I supposed to research on drugs? I've been lying to myself and you all the time. Thinking it'll change something. I am intellectually disabled, that's all that is there for me.