My grandma will likely die within 24-48 hours according to the hospice doctor. Her vitals are not good at all.

For some reason now, I just can't feel sad. I don't know why. Maybe I am in shock? But then, I'm not so in shock because she's been in hospice care for a little bit, so it's kind of expected, if that makes sense. I mean, I knew that any day could be her last day. It was only a matter of time. Idk.

I have/had no problem with her. I love her, and she's never done anything wrong to me, so it's not like I hold resentment. I always took care of her even when she was at her worst. So idk.

Not sure if it's the dementia that's killing her or if it's something else. But she hasn't remembered me, so it's entirely possible that the dementia is taking its toll.