Thank u all!

I’m at lunch now. Funny thing is, I’d prefer to be alone at lunch right now. I am too anxious about work and am too new here to feel connected to my teammates. In time I’m sure I will be less so, but right now I want my alone time. I talk to my bf during lunch cos I really want to. I miss being able to talk or text with him all day like we used to. I also like to get on here and check in during lunch and use my vape away from ppl in privacy. So there’s all that.

My only real hobby is my blog, it’s sister fb page and going to see music.

I know that connecting with ppl at work more could help but I just can’t right now. Perhaps when I get home from work I can try some relaxation exercises or take a short walk. I do watch a lot of movies to relax. And distractions and eating out.

I need something, anything...and, yes, I do spend a lot of time with my bf and not much time 1:1 anymore with my friends. I do want to fix that soon.