I'm going back to college soon and I'm super anxious. I had a bad experience with living in dorms last year- not because my roommate was bad. She was actually really sweet. I know I'll be judged for this, but I was so scared of confronting her, that I avoided going to my dorm. In fact, I only went there at night most of the time.

I don't want this year to be like that. I'd really like to get along with my roommate and actually be able to chill in my room without feeling so terrified. I'm so scared of what I'm gonna say or do wrong. I am unintentionally rude and inconsiderate sometimes. I'm totally unaware of it until the convo is over and idk why. I really hate how bad my anxiety issues have gotten. I can't speak or breathe properly anymore. Even my movements are stiff.

I'll be getting a therapist for the first time when I go back to campus, but I'm not sure how it'll be until then. :/ I'm really worried..