Thanks for your comments, Skeez and Jay. I am almost 78 years old. I am a cancer survivor. I have to get checked every three months for cancer. My daughter, my only child, has been diagnosed with leukemia. My grandson is attempting to get sober after 10 years of drug use. Those are reasons I am taking Prozac. Depression and Anxiety. I just had to go through hell to get it refilled because of stupid doctor.

I also do what needs to be done every day. Have wished to die many times.

I think I am going to go to counseling place on the other side of town that helped me greatly many years ago. I have another very serious issue to process and I need help doing it or I will end up in the ZOO! It seems like hell to get older. I had no idea it could be this difficult.