puzzclar,

You're so sweet . Thanks for the warm message and the same goes to you. I feel like everyone in the forums are at different stages with their addiction(s). I myself am in the beginning. I feel I am here to prevent myself from going any further with my behavior. Right now everything is just an inward struggle, an everyday fight...and I'm trying to keep a lid on myself so that it never gets passed that. I'm learning a lot here.