I'm so close to just losing control..I don't know what to do. I'm so scared to go to anyone. Everything is getting worse and I feel more and more detached from reality and people. I'm so scared to go to my parents mostly because I'm convinced they are out to get me and I'm scared if I told them they would be dispointed in me and ashamed. I am also scared if I go see a therapist that they'll send me to a hospital..I don't know what to do..or what to expect if I go see a therapist..someone help..I need advice!!