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I frequently have flashbacks of mania also. Sometimes I feel jealous of the incredible grandiosity and delusions I have missed since becoming medicated again. But, mostly I am just glad for my sanity and pray to God that I will keep it.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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