to be honest.... I have tried to not believe ... I have wished there was no God ... I have at times for short periods been able to not believe, but the harder I have tried to not believe, the more he revealed to me, I believe, I have seen so much now, I might be crazy......to most

but yes, to me God is real, but the picture he has painted for me,does not go along with most peoples cookie cutter views of him, IMO