It’s scary how easy it is to have a session with no emotional value at all. I don’t even remember what we talked about really. The only thing I feel is some sadness over the fact that I lied/faked being fine for an entire hour without her realizing. She’s gonna write this down in her “progress notes”, pdoc is gonna read it, you’re gonna read it, and you will both believe it. I won’t be able to say anything without making her look bad or without you thinking that I’m a liar.