This is all new to me. I have never used a chat, so I really don't know what is going on. I have been diagnosed with bpd and major depressive disorder. I have been hospitalized 20+ times, have had over 70+ ect treatments. I have many questions which me and my therapist are trying to figure out. I've been on disability for 9 yrs and suffer with numerous symptoms most of the time. I have problems with eating disorder. I am looking for others like me. The only place i have ever been in a group with borderlines is the NC state hospital. It is hard to describe myself to others in the mental health industry because they don't understand and have problems relating.