Yesterday I did loads and today I've literally just moved from my bed to my sofa. I feel deflated and shattered. I got 4 hours last night.

Why do I do this?? I'm chatting to these guys on Skype and I'm actually going on camera nude. Wtf! Why am I doing this. I won't go into details but I'm also doing things on the camera.

I'm planning on meeting this guy to begin with i was so excited but the more we spoke the more I got anxious and shy. I said how about in a few weeks time instead of next week. He got annoyed at me. But then I got irritated by him and haven't spoken to him again.

Wish I wouldn't do this sort of things!!