Thank you, Christina. I'm far from being any kind of saint. I get irritated and even nasty with him at times. I would be very alone without him. The need goes both ways. But it is a lot that I do for him.

I know that I'm loved by him. Right now I have some health problems of my own. I need to lean on the home attendant more. I'm just sleep deprived and worn out. I should maybe try to find s second attendant.