Yes, STILL sober.

But.....ucky. My rotten, stinky T wants me to start going to AA meetings, but me no wanna. The last time I did that, I lasted 3 months. The mean nasty wenches who ran the group insisted that I talk. Well, believe it or not, in front of groups I'm really quiet. I can talk in small groups of 5 or 6 people, but any more than that and I'm silent.

So why oh why do we HAVE to share at AA meetings? What is the purpose? Is there any way around it? Like mini-meetings? One-on-one sharing instead??? I'll just pee my pants. And it's cold in those church halls...peesicles would form. How embarrassing!!

I ended up quitting AA last time cuz I couldn't talk in front of that crowd. I actually stayed sober for months afterward....but eventually, well, you know the story.

So, what's the dang deal. Why don't they have AA for scairdy cats? AA for GAD? AA for the socially phobic? AA for weenies????

emmy