I usually share my dreams with my therapist and we talk about them.


I've recently had this recurring dream that I havent shared and dont want to and I dont know what it means.


We are in her offce having a session and the sky outside the window is dark (I only have daytime sessions.) Suddenly the door bursts open and two men wearing masks come in. One has a gun, the other a knife. They tell us both to take off our clothes, and we do, backed up into a corner of her office. I am standing in front of her. They are arguing about which one of us to do first and then they choose me, intending to take turns while the other one watches my T before they trade off. But in the middle of the first one's turn with me there was a loud noise and men's voices in the hallway, and they ran away.


Afterwards (hours, days, later? I dont know)- my T tells me that she can't be my therapist anymore bc of what happened.


I told T (real life) that had a dream and she asked about it and I refused to tell her. Why would I dream something so awful?


I've had the dream twice...