I'm agonizing over the decision I have to make soon about my job. I don't know what to do. Or-- I know exactly what to do, but I don't know how to do it and be positive at the same time. I've been feeling so overwhelmed, and missing you makes things feel heavier. I miss you a lot, and I want to talk to you so desperately. Sometimes I'm so afraid things won't work out the way I know they have to, and I don't know what to do about that.
But my daily reminder: you're not my friend.