My angry two year old took over and stopped me from taking my ketamine and the suicidal part jumped in. She's been quiet for the last 6 months or so-since I started weekly ketamine. It was rather alarming to have the 2 yr old take over like that and then to be suicidal. Thank God for T1: he saw me after hours and talked to the suicidal one until the system could chill and regroup.


I think I am doing ok but then I am suddenly not.