Today I am feeling really dazed and confused haha. Just unable to focus for more than 10 seconds at a time, and it is quite annoying trying to get my paper done. I don't want to explain my mental health to my advisor, but we had such a good rapport and now I know he is getting frustrated that I am dragging it out. I'm trying to push through and do it anyways. He didn't know what I was dealing with all these past 2 semesters, but I think he suspected I was pushing myself a bit hard, because he told me to make sure I was sleeping after I kept sending him emails at 4 am. Maybe I do not hide it as well as I thought. Anyways, I think I will tell my pdoc tomorrow that I will wait until our next visit to try another med, because I want this one totally out of my system and a few weeks for the dust to settle, so to speak.
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