((((((((((((((Katie_Kaboom))))))))))))

I so understand what you mean about not remembering. My first memory is from when I was a young adult. I just thought it was normal until I talked with my therapist and found out that while a lot of people don't remember every event in their lives, they do actually remember a lot.

Since then, I've realized I missed adult life too: my children as small children, events with friends, etc. Sometimes I think I was better off when I was oblivious lol, but T said I was still struggling and in distress, I just wasn't aware of it and you can't change what you don't know.

Do you have opportunity to find a therapist? Even one who doesn't have knowledge of DID should be able to be a support to you as you learn more about yourself.

Take care and keep posting.