I just want to say something, in case this thread may "trigger" other people in their own thoughts of loneliness, desperation, etc. There are times when there is no other choice but to not have your needs met. Never be with someone who treats you poorly, just because the sex is good. There are things one can do to meet one's own needs and remember that emotions / feelings are not at a stand still. They fluctuate.
I personally think that if I wasn't such a homebody / recluse (lol), I'd be snatched up quickly. I think there are some things going against me, like lack of job. But I also think its not always that big a deal. It hadn't been to the men I actually dated in the past. Any who, I'm working on getting out of the apartment more. It is a goal of mine. A big goal. My purpose is to be with people, I believe.
Have a great day everyone. I'm turning off my computer.