Dear Sunny and Mouse,

I thank you both for your feedback and found both representative of my inner experience right now--opposite ends of the spectrum that is the polarity of my life.

To wit:
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It makes me very sad to think you might leave this man who has been so helpful to you.

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Me too Sunny. I most certainly cannot handle a wobbly frame.

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they are supposed to be there to support us when we hit fall out from sessions!

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Yes, this is the crux of the issue. I cannot feel unsupported and continue into the depths of my self. It just doesn't work.

Wow, if I ever knew that exploring myself would yield such pain I wonder what I would have done differently. Probably nothing.

Thanks guys.