I’ve been feeling so isolated and alone recently. I’m realizing more and more that nobody really cares about me. I live alone, and I am currently not working. I don’t get along well with my family, and I literally have no friends near me. Sometimes I can go three or four days without seeing or talking to a single person and that drives me half crazy. I recently started drinking heavily again because of this, and I’m afraid that it will get out of hand again. I feel stuck because I really want to get out of this area, but I don’t know how to do that. I’m from a really conservative small town, and I don’t really fit in here at all. I’m only here because of my family. I don’t have the financial resources to leave because I’m really bad at holding a job. I really need advice. I don’t know what to do anymore. Can anyone else relate at all?
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