I'm not sure if my experience is DID or just a weird way i cope but i find myself comparing it. im too scared to bring it up with my case worker since she can be kind of judgmental ( shes indirectly mentioned other patients basically calling them crazy and using the term "cutters") but it gets kind of distressing. i have periods of time where i dont feel like myself to the point i dont know what is really me. i go from shy and nerdy to hateful and rude in the blink of an eye and its almost like im just clawing at my mind trying to get back to normal. ive discovered other ways that its happened but thats the most drastic. ive even developed names/ways to address them all, ive found 6 but the lines get so blurred sometimes which makes me seriously doubt its even anything real. i feel like its just a way i act and pretend to deal with my emotional and mental state. if anyone is willing to offer any kind of advise or anything that may help id be glad to hearing anything anyone has to say. im sorry if these seems rude to anyone genuinely suffering from the disorder but i just want any possible help to figure things out.