Try cutting the Paxil in 1/2. 20 mg was too much for me too.

The fire situation must be terrible for you.
Unfortunately, we all go thru difficult situations.
I've been thru nine hurricanes and three earthquakes (my favorite disaster) and I'm typing.

It's easy for me to tell you to get a hold of yourself from here. I know. But you must.
Nothing will be accomplished by getting desperate. On the contrary.

See if you can take that trip. It'll take weight off your chest.

Where I live now, we are having all sorts of problems with red tide and river polution.
People are getting open wounds for going in the water.
The canals are full of algae and they stink and take your breath away.

Mine is clean still, but it's coming. The goverment and the army corp of engineers are doing nothing to aliviate the situation they created. The whole world is a mess right now.
Apocalypse you think?. I don't. Roaches have been here for billions of years and have survived. So will we.

I'm going to Hawaii on the 22nd. To see the volcano erupting.
La bruja says the tours won't take me, but I got legs. And pocket change.
I wouldn't miss it for the world. How many times do we live?.

I don't know if you enjoy chaos, but I'm a fan. I'm living it up!!!.

Relax. We'll get thru this. Soon hopefully. Be Safe and Happy.

Cheers!!!.