Right now:
Dx: Bipolar I / Borderline / Hopeless
Effexor XR 150mg
Wellbutrin 150mg
Lamictal 300mg
Topamax 100mg
Abilify 10mg
Valium 20mg
Restoril 45mg
Adipex 37.5 mg (which I have only been on for almost 2 weeks)
Wow, now that I write that out, ugh...
Since I started the Adipex (phentermine) which is usually strictly used as a last resort for weight loss, my mood has definitely changed. In the beginning it was like it opened my eyes which had been sewn shut for the past forever, but lately it just seems like I'm a ticking time bomb who wants to kill everyone in her path at the slightest thing that goes wrong. It's like I turned my aggression from inwards to outwards all of the sudden. I scare myself. Thing is, I'm all pretending to my Pdoc that everything is GREAT, because I've been losing so much weight due to the med alone. It's probably not good that I used to be very anorexic/bulimic, but now I just don't eat. Maybe that's why I'm so mad all the time.....
Anyways, sorry for the side-note.
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