The only thing I regret
Saying is I would
Would take a better stab
At it than them.
I was thinking but
Held back from saying:
Because they were
A spoilt brat who
Wasn't willing to
Do the hard graft required.
And for saying that
They were not the real deal.
That was ill informed of me.
Thinking that you were
A school nurse. And
Not even asking
How much time or if you
Had worked on hospital wards.
Seniors in your proffession
Can sometimes go on to
Spend more time in
The office later on in their
Careers as they get experience,
Or move up the ranks
I did know that.
It's not like me to act out
Like that.

I Was stressed out.
And I had been drinking.
And I wasn't taking my
Medication either.
So even if it was nonsense
I still want to apologise.

So when I got time
To think in rehab
I realised why I said
These particular outlandish things.
Deep down I was frightened
That I would be forced
Back to Fred.
So I was losing it.