my whole life I have been the brunette tomboy with the hot blonde friend. the second she would find out i liked a guy, she would go and get them. at least 4 guys that I either liked or was with, didnt want me or left me for her. it was torture all through middle school and high school. and ive found that guys like confidence, just like women do. i am loud and obnoxious haha. guys apparently see that as confident and like me. i stopped trying to be the hot blonde and became fine with being the cute brunette. i burp and watch football around them and they swoon haha so really... all men want is a boyfriend with boobs. im sure youll find someone. the heatbreak does hurt though. hasnt been that long ago for me so i do understand how you feel.