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...but lately it just seems like I'm a ticking time bomb who wants to kill everyone in her path at the slightest thing that goes wrong. It's like I turned my aggression from inwards to outwards all of the sudden. I scare myself. Thing is, I'm all pretending to my Pdoc that everything is GREAT, because I've been losing so much weight due to the med alone.

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Keely ... you know the right answer! You <font color="red"> must </font> come clean to your Pdoc about these side-effects. You are neither hopeless nor helpless nor alone in your fight ... and you have friends here who will gladly help you, as well as an Eating Disorder forum where you can find help from people are fighting the same fight you are.

I was diagnosed with Diabetes 15 months ago and HAD to change my eating habits. I was almost 80 pounds overweight ... I now weigh about 120. I will GLADLY help you develope a Food Plan and an exercise program to help you with your weight loss. You can PM me or email me (which is better since I'm not here all the time) whenever you need an extra push in the right direction.

You scare yourself ... well, you scare me, too! Please talk with your doctor before you turn into that ticking time bomb who wants to kill everyone in her path at the slightest thing that goes wrong.

We're here to help you ... all you have to do is try your best to stay centered until you can talk with your Pdoc!

Keep us posted!!!

GoodMama