For confused girl, you have God given worth, God created you.....and he doesn't make mistakes.......have you read the Purpose Driven Life? Have you tried going to church? My favorite quote from The Purpose Driven Life is.......If I handed you an invention and you didn't know its purpose......the invention ITSELF wouldn't be able to tell you its purpose...only the Creator of the invention could.....one cannot look inside themselves to find the answer, one must look to their Creator.......I can tell your special, confused girl, can you write me more about your life.....how old are you and how is everything else in your life?