Rapuzel and nufy - thanks for your encouraging words

Wisewoman and splitimage - you pointed out somehting very interesitng.......that we have to knwo clearly HOW WE ARE

That`s something i haven`t thought about.
It`s good because...well i knwo some1 who has a theory of saying this"

"Every human being has this life, but many trap it. They do this by trading that actual life for the crappy story of who they believe themselves to be which is what you are doing in this e-mail. If what you just read offended you it means nothing more than the fact that you are protecting and defending the crappy life that you believe to be yours. It is not "your" life, it is the life that your mind is playing out time and time again, and since you don't know who you really are you filled this whole with this defective sad and lonely story that has nothing to do with the truth."

here he says lonely but i say anyhting- when you DEFY yourslef more clear of ourse it may get easier.

But i consider mys;ef as some1 hwo knows what i want from life...

I think that we just live on the out side when we get into a case - we forget and go forget and the remember and relieve

forget and recall who we are

the waking up to what you really are is happening after you get come comfortabel and more sued to waht you have,....and theus you get all the strenth to deal fomr inside and don`t need anyhting else

Damn that is such great happiness to write it!