ws, No moderator from this forum will ever come to your home. Never ever. Not for any reason. Please don't worry about it, because it definitely is not going to happen. I promise you that I am 100% positive of this.

If I could solve the following problem I would have fixed my entire life.

In far too many situations in life I get "into trouble" because I treat others like I wish they would treat me. By that, I mean when I see, smell, hear, taste, or intuit any little bit of injustice against anyone (doesn't have to be me...it can be occasionally be myself, but is *almost always* someone(s) else) I speak up. I scream up. I will fight for justice as I see fit. Like my thingy over & up there <------ says: I really do care, and if you want someone on your side (as long as you aren't hurting any beings, trees, flowers, etc.) - I am right there, in your corner. A mother? Yes, I am the mother everyone wishes they had. And I do not do it for my ego; I do it because I care.

Therefore, I've spent my life being misunderstood. For some reason I completely do not understand (mystery can be a good thing), almost all of the people I am trying so desperately to help think I have other motives that were never on my mind to begin with. As Tom Waits put it so well: It hurt. like. hell.

I spend a lot of time (tons) alone with my cats around me, healing. I do much volunteer work, because they understand and appreciate when you give your time and immense amounts of life-energy to help out. They will take whatever you will give times one-hundred.

Yes. I wish there were people in my life who treated me like I treat them. Golden Rule, indeed.

*They tell me that the above^^^ is part of my Bipolarbear Disorder.

(I suspect the thing has to do with me being born in the Year of the Tiger in addition to sun: Cap; Moon:Aquarius; Ascendent: Gemini. A fierce protector of all things that live or have died. We are all dying slowly, but surely. Then there are a few of us who are being killed, slowly, but surely. - I am, however, in my own corner, too. It's survival. Because, yes...I really do care. )

So: I read the guidelines frequently. Yes.