To studies!

You know i htink i have been talking and complaining a lot about them for a while on this site and many others.

Now i feel like WOW the semester vacation is over



It`s hard to believe that i have done hough of my 3rd year!

i am sort of excited......i think i got myself back though. through all the layers of suffering, and maybe this is our life cycle.

We suffer and thus we forget what we are and we suffer untill we wake up and recall this. Then we don`t have to clench to anyhting

But i jsut felt so suddenly somewhat lonely and scared again. I leared and resolved the conflict of "do i have a tallent" and now i guess will be ready to go.

With God`s help

Everyhting is back..................

Tel aviv with it`s noise and size and all........

The college

The students

The briefs

The instructors......

The kid job project......

THE CLEANING

The cooking.........

All by myself.................i rememebr dreaming of being independent...now i am . almost. I will be when i will support myself finansically, with God`s help

So..here we go.................i guess that some of you who were or are students know it

just for me the whole student thing was pretty much overwherlming

Now I believe. more.