My Support Forums - View Single Post - Dear T: I Really Need to Tell You Something...Part XXXIV

atisketatasket · Aug 11, 2018, 07:46 AM

Dear Piaf,

(Sorry, guys, I get the feeling that there will be a lot of Dear Piaf posts for a bit.)

You know, it doesn’t matter that you said that as a therapist. It wouldn’t matter if you’d said it as you. What matters is anyone said it all.

Because the only person who’s come close to saying something like that is my abusive ex-husband.

Possible trigger:

Last night I wanted to self-harm my ears somehow. Just get rid of them because they’ve been the cause of so much pain. I didn’t because I’m not completely stupid.

I’m going to a writers’ workshop in a bit and I don’t know how I can say anything or talk to anyone because apparently my hearing makes it so exhausting for other people to interact with me.

ATAT